Warning!

WARNING ALERT!!!
Some people talk about who they are, other people live it. Misery got a car full of company and they on their way to see you. Lock your doors and ignore their phone calls. If they catch you in the yard, start speaking positivity over everything they say. Pop all the balloons they blow up and snatch down the streamers. Throw the cake in the trash and tell them you don't do PITY PARTIES!! Watch how fast they leave!

Quit!

Public service announcement,clears throat......

STOP SPEAKING IT,IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE IT!!!
If your not going to apply it and live it, stop talking about it! If you believe it's already done you need to move on to something else and quit lingering there.
Quit taking people on these trips cause you can't make up your mind about what you want to do with yourself.
You going through all this unnecessary drama over something that aint yours to deal with!!
Quit Cheating yourself out of a blessing cause you seeking happiness somewhere that you should not be.
Quit wearing these mask , we know it's you.
Quit saying Lord I thank ya, but you still bitter on the inside cause it ain what you want!
Quit speaking death when God has given you life!
Quit abusing his power,and trying to take his job,stay in your lane!
Quit being selfish with your work when you know God wants you to share it.
Quit thinking your GOD is better than mine cause we all should be serving a mighty GOD!


I found my voice again and u just gon have to be mad with me cause I will not entertain foolishness!.

Change is necessary, but will you make it?

Having a relationship with GOD is like being a parent. It doesn’t come with instructions; he does things you can’t understand, and sometimes it feels as though you’re talking to yourself. You find yourself questioning your decision, but the commitment pays off. The reward and the blessings make it worth it.
My son woke me up in the wee hours of the morning, with his echoing voice. I walked out and

 gave him the eye and attempted to go lay back down. That was not meant to be. My attention was needed, and well GOD uses his resources to get the message out.
Often times we miss our blessing because we are traveling with passengers that should have been dropped off a long time ago. We often get caught up in the length of time we’ve known someone as opposed to rather or not the person is conducive to our life. We all have or have had an acquaintance who only calls when they want or need something. Notice how Dr. Always right can tell you what you’re doing wrong, they never follow their own advice. Leaving some people is hard, yet very necessary. You can say what you want, and feel the way you feel, but when GOD calls me and says it’s time for me to GO GET IT….. I’m riding solo. Cam not finna miss nan nuder blessing messing with folks who don’t share their blessings with you, but want to enjoy yours with you.
We often pray to GOD for change yet when his actions don’t add up to your EXPECTATIONS, you want to throw in the towel. You can’t be happy for someone else’s blessing cause you too busy mad it aint you! Whatever Sister SO and SO has, it was designed by GOD for her. And whatever GOD has for you……is for YOU!!

I write what I call Camizms, most people call them pearls of wisdom. Here are a few I want to share
1. When you step out on faith….. that’s your way of showing GOD you trust him.
2. I have already been validated by GOD, your approval is not needed.
3. Stop riding around with passengers you should have been dropped off. Some road trips are just for you and GOD only.
4. Surround yourself with positive people and positive things will come.
5. When you say Lord build a fence all around me ……..STOP LEAVING THE GATE OPEN!

Life's Journey

Life has been interesting as of late. As I prepare for the woman's conference, my faith has been tested time and time again. If I wasn't having financial problems,I ended up dealing with health problems.I have always been one to say "If God brings you to it, he will bring you through it!"
There has to be a pretty great return headed my way. I am still pushing through and  I still believe God got it!

I let a lot of things and people go along the way of my journey,and I realize that is not only the hardest thing to do,but the most necessary. Life is starting to come together,and I must say I am starting look forward to what lies ahead!

What is it about me though.....

From the age of 4-18 I experienced some form of physical,mental,or sexual abuse.I remember this man saying reach in my pocket.I was four had no idea it was wrong,yet my babysitter saw me and spanked me.She said you dont do that! Looking back at it,why didn't he get in trouble?This same man was allowed to take me across the street to his house to go get "candy". He used to stick his tongue in my mouth and say your so pretty.I was four. he was OLD! I went through several episodes like this.

By the time I was in the sixth grade I was a loose cannon.I was always picked on, beaten, talked about and just plan mistreated.My aunt used to date a married man,and if he stayed too long at our house,he took me home so that his wife wouldn't get mad.Those rides were torture.No one seemed to care that I was angry and bitter.
My mom said she wish I was never born,well many times,so did I .
People often ask,Why didn't you tell?
Who was I going to tell when it felt like I was part of an arrangement.
I felt like I had been sold to the highest bidder.
I was promised to several people before I was born. My aunt got to keep me.
When Uncle Frank died, that was the end for me.
I was almost raped by the man who had been molesting me after my uncle died.On top of that I was told it was my fault.
Years later I found my biological father and moved to NY to live with him. Before I moved,my Godmother said to me,be careful,don't let your guard down.
I never thought I would need that advice,yet I took it anyway.No one could have prepared me for what I was about to endure at the hands of the one person who was supposed to love me. Yes I wear scares from my father.

I never understood why I experience these things in my life,until now. My story is mine to tell,but someone else has lived the same scene.

A Peaceful Journey

"We all have gone through something or another, but I believe that we must tell our own story when we are ready for the audience to hear it." Camela Humphries

Many people follow me to see what I'm going to do next,alot of those people are my biggest cheerleaders in life. I have a very small circle of friends who encourage me to do better. Those same friends have said, you have a story that needs to be told.

I always worried about everyone else's feelings when it came time to tell my story, then it dawned on me. It's not about hurting those who hurt me,it's about healing and letting go. It's also about being a beacon of light to someone else who may be struggling with the same issues.

I'm not writing this out of spite or hate.I am writing it in hopes that someone who is going through,or has gone through a similar experience, can walk with their heads held high and know there is light at the end of the tunnel!

Life Lessons Learned

Are we really setting an example for our children when we tell them to get an education 
and yet we don't have one? 
And how can you raise a man to be a man if you never been taught by a man? 
How are we suppose to show our daughters how to be treated with respect, 
If we don't first respect ourselves. 
We have to learn self love and get rid of self hate. 
We must teach our children it's not what you say 
It's how you say it. 
And sometimes you have to go down the road of have nots, 
In order to get to the streets of Amen. 
It's not what can be done for you, 
It's what you have done that speaks volumes. 
Don't let a pass hurt hinder your happiness today. 
Don't allow nonsense to get in the way of your victory. 
Nothing good comes easy, 
And anything worth having you have to fight for. 
But through it all it's never a mistake, 
These are all life's lesson's learned.